The Blueprint

The Dictionary meaning says “its a design or a pattern that can be followed”. Absolutely that’s what I take it as and have been relying on this since ages now! I mean in shuddh hindi, as I always keep saying to myself and my close ones, its like “Yaar picture nahi ban rahi”. All I mean is that am not able to visualize myself doing something or being somewhere or with someone. It might sound weird, but isn’t that how I am! If you’ve read previous blogs, or if you’ve known me for a while then you know this for a fact and if not then welcome and have this reality check my friend.

More often than not, I would say this is that “one thing” that I base my decision on for doing anything and everything, or for that matter even going ahead with the thought process of something at the first place. It’s the combination of my inner instinct, the gut feeling which always gives out a calling and it’s completely up to us whether we listen to it and follow it or just ignore it completely. Having said this, trust me it’s a beautiful experience, and if I could explain how it works for me I just get to live that moment (not exactly, but yes very close to reality) before even being there in that moment. This gives an immense pleasure and a sense of deja vu when I am in that moment for real.

Trust me, this is not as easy as it sounds and very few close ones (yes you, the close one you know it right!) with whom I’ve had this discussion about the picture know it very well. The same logic is not applicable every time and in every situation or with every person. It varies person to person situation to situation and also on n number of other factors. But one thing is sure, that’s unless and until this picture, this blueprint is made and approved by myself, I’ll dare not take any step further. Also, if the step is once taken, then I’ll not take it back come what may, that’s also for sure. Its like, it gives a lot of clarity and helps to take the call whether or not. There have been times, where I’ve somehow convinced myself to move ahead without the blueprints and I tell you they’ve not turned out to be great experiences, but that’s okay as I always say and believe “it was never promised to be a rosy picture and a smooth walk”.

Read it somewhere some day, “if you think you can then you definitely can” and “if you can see yourself there, you’re already half way there”. Today, writing this makes me understand, why they say whatever we read consciously somehow makes way to our personality our nature our thought process everything. Basically its gets into our system without we even realizing it how and when.